hah now i know. ive decided to give in. GO ON. im no longer holding onto any false hopes, no more expecting the worst but hoping for the best. NO MORE! nomorenomore. i just want to get out of this shit soon. really soon.

I tried to be perfect, but nothing was worth it. I don't believe it makes me real so I thought it'd be easy, but no one believes me. I meant all the things I said. If you believe it's in my soul, I'd say all the words that I know. Just to see if it would show That I'm trying to let you know, That I'm better off on my own.

The way we are living, timorous or bold, will have been our life. dont you agree? hah. tmr's syf (: how suria and i rushed like mad women today just to get the white t-shirts. tsk, we're embezzlers. better return the cash soon! IM GOING TO STAY HIGH HAPPY WHATEVER. COS TMR'S THE DAY. IM GOING TO ENJOY EVERY SINGLE LAST BIT OF IT. I SWEAR,(good girls dont swear, did i even mention i was good? HAH pardon me for talking to myself.)


GOOD DAY EVERYONE! enjoy what you have now, never regret. cos feeling remorseful is equivalent to killing oneself. yes believe me. WELL APPARENTLY I'VE REGRETTED A GAZILLION TIMES BUT I DONT REALLY GIVE A DAMN. HAH!